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I want to personally apologize to each and every one of you that watched my videos on weight loss, depression, anxiety, stress, etc only to be let down when I failed to meet my own goals that I promised I would meet. I also would like to welcome each and every one of you to leave a comment down below telling me what is on your mind even if it's negative because I owe you that much. I promise not to delete any comment that isn't in direct violation of YouTube TOS and, I promise not to respond with something snarky or defensive or retaliate in any way, shape or form. I hope you can accept my apology and I'm going to seek professional help and stop trying to fix myself since I've come to the conclusion I don't have what it takes in the willpower department to defeat all of problems I have. I really hope that you decide to stick around and enjoy the Nerdgasm this channel was founded on including technology, 3d printing, #codegasm, tech reviews, gaming, tutorials and much, much more. That is going to be the focus of the channel moving forward and not complaining about my life issues and how I'm trying to fix them. I will, however, be working on those issues off camera every spare minute of the rest of my life and if I'm successful you'll know about it just by seeing me on screen. I also would like to request that NOBODY in the comments section 'white knights' by attacking people that are giving me a piece of their mind on this video. I want everyone in the comments section to feel free to share their thoughts without fear of retaliation even if it means it's their last comment before unsubscribing and downvoting the video. I will also be clearing the banned list for my channel which is over 5,000 people right now so they are welcome to come back. I'm doing this because I feel that many of them were unjustly banned for sharing 'harsh' opinions but with good intentions. One of the biggest things I'm learning is that people generally don't have a filter online and operate at 500%+ of what would be considered normal in real life and I need to stop viewing it so 'literally'. I will still be banning people that violate YouTube TOS with bullying, crap posting, racism or self-harm posts since that isn't constructive in any way to anybody. Thank you so much for your time reading this and watching the video. It means the world to me and I hope this gives you some kind of closure or encouragement to move in a more productive direction by getting the help you need instead of wondering why what works for me doesn't work for you. ▼ If you're thinking about suicide or hurting yourself please call for help! ▼ National Suicide Prevention & Crisis Hotline (This one saved me...) 1-800-273-8255 Outside of the US? Here are some more helpful links! United States: 1-800-784-2433 (1-800-SUICIDE) United States (en Espanol): 1-800-SUICIDA United States-veterans 1-800-273-8255, Veterans Press 1 Europe Wide: 116 123 (free from any number) Australia: 13 11 14 Belgium: 02 649 95 55 Brasil: 141 Canada: Numbers vary by region. Deutschland: 0800 1110 111 Denmark: 70 20 12 01, www.livslinien.dk[1] or Skrivdet.dk France: 01 40 09 15 22 Greece: 1018 or 801 801 99 99 Iceland: 1717 India: 91-44-2464005 0 or 022-27546669 Ireland: ROI - local rate: 1850 60 90 90 ROI - minicom: 1850 60 90 91 Israel: 1201 Italia: 800 86 00 22 Malta: 179 Japan 03-3264-4343 Netherlands: 0900 1130113 New Zealand: 0800 543 354 Nippon: 3 5286 9090 Norway: 815 33 300 Osterreich: 116 123 Serbia: 0800 300 303 or 021 6623 393; Online chat: http://www.centarsrce.org/index.php/k...[2] South Africa: LifeLine 0861 322 322; Suicide Crisis Line 0800 567 567 Sverige: 020 22 00 60 Switzerland: 143 UK: 08457 90 90 90 or text 07725909090 or email [email protected] Uruguay: 7pm to 11 pm – Landlines 0800 84 83 (FREE) 2400 84 83 24/7 – Cell phone lines 095 738 483 *8483 Useful Websites Dutch - www.113online.nl Greece - http://www.suicide-help.gr/ International - http://www.befrienders.org/index.asp Spain - http://www.telefonodelaesperanza.org/ United States - http://www.suicide.org/suicide-hotlin... Uruguay - www.ultimorecurso.com/uy ▼ Special Thanks To ▼ @obese_to_beast - Amazing support for weight loss & friend. @jayztwocents - Amazing friend that knows how to deal tough love. @Boogie2988 - For making me realize not all bad people are bad. @3dPrintingNerd - Joel is the most positive person I've ever met! ... And many more! ▼If you use an AdBlocker consider disabling it or contributing directly ▼ PayPal @ http://bit.ly/helpbarnacules ▼ Follow me on Twitch to be alerted when I live stream ▼ https://www.twitch.tv/barnacules ▼ Contact me on social media, I'm very interactive on these platforms ▼ Twitter - http://twitter.com/barnacules Instagram - http://instagram.com/barnacules Facebook - http://facebook.barnnerd.com Blog - http://blog.barnnerd.com ▼ Questions & Answers ▼ 💥 See my Amazon Store for all the products I use & review 💥 https://www.amazon.com/shop/barnacules1